beautiful things

I only want to look at beautiful things from now on and forget all those other things that make me depressed. I want to get this new part of my life started and look back on now as the past. I want to be finished with the relational situation I have gotten myself into. I want to forget that I need to think about this, about everything. I wish that I was better at ignoring the problem, and that the only problem I had was seeing too many beautiful things.